📅 In Words: November is a shade of yellow. It’s healed me, allowed me to reset, and given me respite from a year I haven’t really been proud of myself. It’s getting colder, cozier, and I can’t wait to light up scented candles, put on Bossa Nova playlists, and hide in my blankets again.
While I haven’t really been able to get over the impostor-syndrome that’s been bugging me, I think accepting my own mistakes and forgiving myself has propelled me forward in ways I couldn’t even imagine. The paranoia has started to disappear. I’ve been coding more, indulging in whatever I like without feeling guilty about it, and I’m starting to be kinder to myself. It’s easier when you don’t hold the bar at perfection.
FUCK App Development though. While I find it easier and more fun than Web Development, it’s got its own set of Pandora’s Boxes (yes, multiple) which have driven me quite insane these past few months. But at least I’m over the learning curve (and it’s another thing I can add to my portfolio).
I’ve been wanting to draw again, and I think the coming semester break will give me the time I need to pick up some of my old hobbies. I just wanna be done with finals for now though. Gearing up for a hectic (and hopefully fun) December.
